As Hard As It Is Poem by uder pressure

i don't know how
to tell you
that i'm dying
right before your eyes
my face is dissapearing
into the nothingness
nobody see's

i don't know how
to tell you
that my eyes
are falling
of heaviness
and I can't even
help it

that my hair
is no longer
as thick as it used
to be

I know you know
but your lips
stay quietly sealed
and my mouth gaping
open spitting money
into the toilet

I want too..

I want to tell
you, make you
hear me
hear what my actions
have been trying
to tell you

Help me please
because I finally....

Think i'm ready