Ashes Of Rose Poem by williams 'poeticallyImpaired' ella

Ashes of rose
a sickly sweet scent wafts up into my nostrils
i'm feeling cold
wrapped in a cloak of loneliness
despair and i play a game of chess
He just check-mated.
My mind is faded.
Emotions weathered
and my heart is rusted
overtested, so unloved
my words are callous
my eyes are blind
they see only pain
Ashes of rose
broken gold
with spilled silver
sprinkled emeralds
and a dash of gray
each day
the sun darkens my feelings
while the night sky becomes bright with
sparks from my scarred heart.
My soul bleeds.
Ashes of Rose.
Beauty undefined.
Chasisty undefiled.
Personality uncharacterized.
Bt my love was put into the filing cabinet.
For reference.
Locked.
Distress.
My dead spirit
painfully drifting over the ruins of my
plundered heart.
Ashes.
Of a rose.
Thorns.
But the necter
me, the bee, could not resist
desist from such a terrible habit
now i'm being punished.
Petals red: from my drawn blood
petals white: from my shed diamonds.
Tears.
She died.
She killed me.
When she died.
Leaving behind nothing.
Nothing.
But her ashes.
Memories.
Of a rose.
My soulmate.
Ashes of a Rose.
The cruel wind bansheed.
While they sung hymns.
'nearer my God to thee'
indeed, nearer.
The ground moaned and became cold
as they laid her in its arms
the earth accepted her with its earthly
embrace.
Jelous.was i.
The sky wore black
dark clouds gathered, to mourn and cry
tears of the heavens on me.
Deep baritone of thunder, trying to comfort
me
saying'guy, be a man'
lightening..com forting me, trying to flash
light on my pitch blackened life.
Knowing all i had left
all i had to savour
all i had to remiscize on
all i had for keeps
was nothing
but the ashes of my beloved rose.
Ashes of rose...