I thought it was easy
i found out I was wrong
living far from family
makes me feel so alone.
never once in a day I wasn't thinking
of the life I used to be
the old things I have been doing
seems too far to see.
There's no nights I did not cry
for I long to someone who cares
I just forced my self to smile
so no one can see my tears.
There were times I feel so down
seeking for a shoulder to lean on
to know only that nobody's around me
I just brace myself, to God I pray.
I sleep at night, woke up in morning
pretending, killing my feelings
oh..I wish years will pass soon
So I can finally, go back at home.