Am I Human? Poem by resley dela

It's getting dark and rain starts to fall
I'm still on the street wet and cold
cars are just passing by
nobody cares for me I began to cry.
I keep on walking without destination
I felt nothing more than hunger and frustration
i can see the lights that gives life at night
but I can't appreciate the beauty of this sight.

The rain stop fallin I rest for a while
I felt weak for I walk almost a mile
I look around with so much depression
i see no one who may catch my attention.
Suddenly a car rushing came
I desperately jump at the center of lane
hoping the driver will see me and stop
but unfortunately not.

I am so blessed I'm still alive
It hit me and thrown me to side
got no idea It's my time to be notice
someone help me and took me to his place.
He is so kind and thoughtful
everyday and hour with him is wonderful
he just don't give me food and shelter
but also his way of pamper.

He never forgets to touch me everyday
we even shared a bed whenever he lay
It felt so great being cared by someone
strange, but I'm in love with this man.
The days and night pass
but my love for him never last
I know I have no right to feel this way
I can show it to him but no courage to say.

That made me decide to leave, one day
only interrupted by the arrival of a lady
she just kiss him in front of me
what a shame, woman without dignity.
I turned my back and started to weep
but there's no use of crying but an action to make
I walk out the door slowly
not knowing they were staring at me.

He called me and we went inside
still the pain in me never subside
out of jealousy I scratch her hand
without thinking that she may get mad.
She scream for pain and grab me
I look at him begging to help me
but there, the man I love doesn't care
he took her hand and comfort her.

And here I am, kneeling at them
helplessly staring at him
instead of help he drag me out
If only I can I wanted to shout.
But I know It's really impossible
It's not even normal to fall in love at all
we are not the same he is a man,
and I am a 'cat'.I am not human.