At The Beginning Nr Poem by (TPAC) Alexander Coppedge

I need to be there at the very start, reliving that initial beginning, every performed act then; enduring those precise moments projected: coming to know time conveyed by them then, be aware acts about those things.

I want to reactivate those moments occurring prevailing a tragic event that happened; recalling its details bring back those factors creating it; pushing out any reasonable doubt pertaining the about what occurred, confirms the whole evidence.

I'm currently scattered into pieces, being torn into parts, coming a leg short of acknowledging that reality; seeking out any left behind traces pertaining to knowing the truth.

My thoughts about those events which occurred are like a dropped broken puzzle; in particular, of those times miss out actualities; grasping tiny partial factors only pertaining to a live event.

My efforts given can only achieve a little of its full occurrence, obtaining tiny bits of those actual facts, then verifying solely the old steps which did happen, found accountable as its reality.

No, first I need to be at the start of that spoken beginning; witnessing those initial details, feeling inside factors before lived: reliving entire moments of intensity before I think truthfully, give my viewpoint of it, an opinion.