Atomic Meltdown Poem by Michelle Tolly

My heart is broken
My soul is left alone
My heart is stabbed with needles of pain
You watch my glass heart shatter to pieces
What can I say?
I forgave you somehow
With the hope of us being friends
But you didn’t care
You tore me down again
I can feel the suffocation of me
I am drowning in my own tears
My lungs are loosing air
There filling with water
Water, my enemy, my devil!
I am falling deeper
The tidal waves of pain,
are stopping me from living a happier life.
I can see the fish
The fish are true people
They laugh as I go down another 100 feet
Only a few feet to go
My head is spinning
I am screaming my last cries
Don’t remember me
Or the way I went
It sucks that nobody will care that I’m gone
Or remember my broken heart
But I will be back
I will return and face my demons
I will make something of myself
I will not be hurt by him
I will change my destiny
It will be my atomic meltdown