Avoid The Total Loneliness Poem by Ayden Fotko

Trying to approach myself before time reaches me
see, some minutes belong to me, reversed in space this body of mine.

Risen scars they come to me, infinity stains just can't be reached.
Until i fall, escape is not acceptable, i think i have to raise it all.

...Beginning was the end of this, explosive thought i came to you
Kamikazes' glory target, agoraphobic i think i am
in delirium we have to aim; Expect to hope no next day

So i delay our total loneliness, and i avoid..

Now take my hand 'cause i'm nothing, No-rejected

i'll fall again into circles, spiraling, the low descent flat, all the flats
..and those days i'll cry for me, how could i cry for me?

No! Take my head for we're nothing, what is nothing?

Delay our total loneliness, obliterate your total hope, flow no more
You could take me out, you know, i think i'm free, you know...
..if i can reach totality then surely i'm free
Me, a G.odd, me, the infinity stains

Think i can avoid the fatal total loneliness
and the remains won't trace on me

Think i'm me, but how can i be watching me?
Do i know i'm not alone?

In no space this body of mine, do i know i'm alone?