Be Me! ! Poem by o0o.M.o0o alkhaja

Sitting in the corner of my room
Crying and weeping...
Thinking of the girl I’ve became
Trying to know if I’m living my life! !
Or someone else is! ! !
Wondering about the things I’ve done in my life
Wondering if I deserve to live this life
I cry and cry…..
It’s the only thing that can release my pain
Tears are the answer for all my questions!
I’ve lost the faith in me
Because no one have ever gave it to me
I need to be me! !
I wanna go away from every one
Body, mind and soul
Now I’m alone
If I sat with my family or in my room
It makes no difference
Because I’m alone inside! ! !
I need to be far away from them to know me!
I want to figure out the wrong in me?
I need to know why I’m having this treatment
Am I special or I just don’t deserve to be me!