Beautiful Memories, Horrible Moments (Part 2) Poem by Cordelia Blue

People said that I was an idiot
To have fallen for a guy like you
I always thought that they were wrong
Only 'till now, I realized it was true

You said that you weren't forcing me
But your rush seems like you were
You claim it was because of my parents
And that you did'nt want me to suffer

I'd always come complaining to you
Despite knowing you would'nt care
Reason was that I only trust you
And the others? I did'nt dare

I guess it was all a big lie
You left me for one reason
Which really made me wanna die
And that was to be with her

Sometimes I just wanna scream at you
Just pack up your stuff
But always, by the end of the day,
You'd make me laugh

I wanna let you know
I never wanted to leave
It was you who let me go
Did'nt hold on to our love

You never made an effort
So what's the purpose of those tools?
Never had the courage to tell you
That's what made me a fool