Before... Poem by sofia mendoza

before...we were close, we were happy
we were together... almost everyday
before... i am your friend, we shared everything
we laugh, we shop, we sing together
before...you often visit me in my room
you sing me songs that i want to hear
i was oh so happy!
everyday, every hour, every single minute of the day
i pray it won't end...so we won't end a day together
just like in a song: ' i won't last a day without you'

you...call me in my room, leave messages, eat together
walk together, go to church even it's not your religion, even you're not hungry, even just going with me... to please me.. coz i'm 'new'

then in a snap.. i touched your heart...you broke mine
everything fell apart!
all of these are but a dream, when you found out that it's not a reality
you woke up unexpectedly... it's a nightmare!

before... wishing you didn't sleep, now you begin to weep
now... he changed.. he found someone..
she's single, young, beautiful, tall, slim...i was jealous (again)
(they have d same taste of my husband's crush! with d same person)
you just wish you're in her shoes! (but not her voice)
nobody cares again for you...coz you're UGLY! ! !