Being Destroyed Of Heartbreak Poem by Jess Awesome

i'm sitting here, crying my heart out in pain,
starting to wonder if all that was a game?

you used to say 'i love you too.',
now i'm thinking, was all this true?
i loved you so much,
now i've just been crushed.

it wasn't the way i wanted it to end,
but now we're just friends.
i know we're only friends,
but i still have these feelings,
and i want them to end.

you were ashamed to be with me,
that i now see.
i can't believe all this,
i'm now a complete mess.

now i've got more water in me,
more than the sea.
it's all in my eyes,
but it all makes me cry.
the tears blind me from reality,
and if i could see,
i wonder how miserable i'd be.

you hurt me really bad,
now, i just get mad.
everything i ever did was for you,
now i have no clue, with what to do.

i keep saying i'm fine,
but, everyone knows i really wanna die.
looking back at all our memories,
now wishing i could go to a cemetery.

i wish i knew, right from the start,
like all my friends said, you'd break my heart..
but; how am i supposed to move on?
when my heart is no longer strong..

i do love you,
i just wish you'd been true.
'cause i miss your 'i love you too.'.. /3