Beneath My Heart Poem by D.B.K always Alone

Every time I tried to hide
From my smile the truth inside
Many times I want to cry
But only show the tears which are dry
bcoz I don't want anybody coz of me should cry

Many say 'I have never seen ur tears'
Many say 'How u remain this much happy dear'
People check the mood by seeing face
They don't know about the pain inside
Which can make them fright

Many say 'I don't need god blessing'
They don't know I am trapped in pain
With every smile I am dying
If happiness is in shop I want to buy
Before the day I will die

Many say 'They will never forget me'
But I know they will even forget my name
Sadness inside has made me lame
My life is just a game of pain
If any body can cure please tell me the name.