Beneath Our Footsteps Poem by Stevan Bradic

our time has passed
in scrolling through the newsfeed
in tumbling from one site to anther
in collecting trivial data on individuals and events
on dumb movies and books we never finished
reading
our time has passed
in skipping through the recipes we never tasted
in listening to conversations between people completely prosaic
of whose lives we knew almost nothing
apart from them appearing in front of the eye of a camera
over and over again
until they were completely chewed up and finally spat out in the dustbin
of industry
we listened to the sentences short and quick that mercilessly arrived at the punchline
followed by forced avalanche of laughter from the auditorium
which meant money
and money and money
and this was the only measure upon which we could rely beyond
doubt
our time has passed in overseeing
the formless knots of the internet
our only fickle homeland
only origin national or other
where insults could be exchanged swiftly and
securely
with people whose faces stood petrified by the tangled pseudonyms
witnessing the lack of viewpoint knowledge or passion
of anything else apart from the need
to have one's voice heard
we have scrolled through the endless photo albums under a strange compulsion
expecting unconsciously to reach an image which would end
everything we have seen up to that point
expecting a holy flame to scorch our tired eyesight
bringing a blessed moment of peace or at least an illusion of happiness
we have scrolled through other people's albums and seen bodies among things
calcified figures unified tropes stylized grimaces
lavish scenery shining modes of transport
in exotic and unreachable destinations
formed completely by the gaze of camera
from which we never parted
it was in our hand and it has become our hand
with it we have scooped food water love
with it we have rested upon the solidity that was patiently
withdrawing itself
anyone's words could reach us without fail so silence was almost impossible
information threats greetings smiles
children's drawings signified our emotions
and even though we in fact had none
we have shared and exchanged them in desire to master our appearance
and create real consequences
on the fictional waves in a machine of technological entäußerung
which has long since
mastered our astonished hearts
multiplying and subjecting them to the generic rules established
under the ownership of someone else
through the mathematics which transcended us
we were unaccustomed to the unbearable freedom worth more than any pleasure
and so we covered it up with fleeting sayings collages of nurtured faces
and shards of collective ecstasy
in a carefully monitored mirror which has demanded of us a recognizable
happiness or at least a purchase of its signifiers
our time has passed in judgement
of images and sentences
sentences and images
and videos
short and edited so one
would stay at least for a moment longer
in a same spot a spot where
one would be offered objects and people forms shapes and colors
stripped and light in motion quick but resolute towards an unsurpassed goal
of which we could otherwise
only fantasize
things stood like that they were too beautiful to reach
the promises were so big that they could be fulfilled only
in our wildest dreams
but we have loved them
and spent our time listening to their seductive whisper
while the knowledge of struggle
passed us buy
and the earth crumbled beneath our footsteps
enduring the truth as well as its appearance
addressing us constantly
with a song
of which we wanted to hear
nothing.


Translated by Stevan Bradić and A.B. Jackson