Best Friend, What A Label Poem by Immortal blank state

You tell me you can't trust me.
I ask if i'm important to you and there is no reply for me to see.
What am i even suppposed to call you?
You don't call me a best friend, so what do i do?
All my tears keep dropping.
I can't even tell you that because i wont be stopping.
Wishing you could understand i sit here motionless.
Everyone tries to support but they dont see that i live in a world that is pretty much sunless.
You are the only one that actually meant something.
But to you, something only means nothing.
You think i dont know you, or that i dont understand.
When i was there along, lending you a hand.
Days go by and i am still invisible.
You are being unreasonable,
Why wont you listen? Why wont you care?
Everything feels completely unfair.
I love you so much as my best friend its unhealthy.
I would rather be called your best friend then called wealthy.
But when im long gone, i hope you actually figure out,
All i ever wanted to be was the one that you truely cared about.

[[written on January 24th,2009.]]