Betrayal Poem by Bradley Dean

Stunned, Melting away
My jaw locks - Eye's fixed
A Harsh Voice echoes in my thoughts
Brutally offensive

What have I done?
I just want to know
then my soul could rest
and I would sleep

But neigh you say
Go away
You pest
Crushed I stand

Head falls down
Speech to Slur
Socially Inactive
Moral Murder

Lies flow out
to comfort others
Whilst I exist in
Agonising Realisation

Maybe It was just a dream
Figment of imagination
Yet it was real
I can feel the pain

Ignoring the best part of you
No response to utterances
Tricked by Society
Unaware you remain

3 Years gone by
A turn of events
Not so innocent,
yet Far more wiser

You come to senses
Woke from the nightmare
Horrified as you come to terms
With past actions

What's done is done
But that's not all
The missing piece
Of my heart

Trying to fix the jigsaw
of emotion
A hole is present yet
the cure is blind

Now healed I grab
you from your horrid stead
Fill up my wound
The tradegy is over

A life's work nearly lost
Saved by hope, and love lust
Puzzle finished, dream no more
I forgive you

my long lost thorn