Bigbighow Much I Love Youbigbig Poem by Alia Ford

right now i feel beneath the dirt
nothing can describe the way i hurt
why can't i do what i'm supposed to do
i know i have a lot to lose
what will i be in life
who can i lean on
and when can i stand on my own
why do i always come up short
why can't i stay ahead of the court
why do i do the things i do
i know what there gonna come to
not even i know how much i love you
but i know it's a lot
it 's more than i can describe to you
but i guess i'll take a shot
i love you enough to make a change
believe me i've come a long way