Bigbigmy Life Is Real Part Iibigbig Poem by Alia Ford

my life is real
sometime to real for me to feel
so don't even try to concieve
my life's diary
see when i look back
on the hard life i lived
i relive all the pain and tears
i withstood year after year
but when i look ahead
i see
the better life go is yet to give me
he says be glad and rejoice in me
through your time of suffering
i never seemed to understand this
because i looked at
why is this happening now
instead of
this will make me stonger later
so now i thank god now and forever
as for me going back
to my old life... never