Destiny Best

Black Clouds - Poem by Destiny Best

Depression was to me,
The darkest times of my life
The times when I no longer thought of life
I thought of death,
And how to bring about it
I researched it,
Even though I wanted to bring about it
I wanted to go painlessly
I was already living in pain
I wanted to at least leave in peace
I wanted a vacation
I wanted to travel
Out of this personal, emotional
I thought my life was pointless
All I remembered were the times
I put pain on people's faces
Put pain in people's hearts
I never much felt like crying
I was empty, emotionless
Look at me
Gone is the smile
Gone are the bright eyes
The laughter, the joy, the love of life
I'm an empty shell
Why in hell would you want me now?
No one even tries to put life back into the shell
You tell me it's a sin to kill myself
I don't care
That's what it really boils down to now
I just don't care anymore
Don't care, no emotion, nothing
I'm nothingness and I will join it when I'm died

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Poem Submitted: Tuesday, December 6, 2011

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