Blame Poem by Claire Abbott

Don't blame me for your mistakes,
I never made you punch me in the face.
You say I drove you to it,
I made you urinate on me?

How can you use that against me?
I was everything you asked me to be.
Yet that was never enough,
Love shouldn't be rough.

I never told you to push me down the stairs,
I thought you was meant to care.
Blame me, say I'm depressed.
No wonder, I'm living with you.

You turn my life into a living hell,
Constantly waiting to step on egg shell,
Then the abuse comes, first just words
Followed by fists, and more.

You cannot do anything to me now,
That will make me hate you more than I already do,
But you have twisted my mind that much,
I actually think its my fault deep down.

You have messed me so much,
I actually still love you deep within
But I don't deserve any of this.
You are the one with the problem.
Not me.