Blinded. Poem by reina Lorenzo

4/3/05

I know what I feel
It doesn’t matter how hard I try
It doesn’t matter how much I risked
It doesn’t matter how much I live through abashment
It doesn’t matter how many nights I failed to have you
It doesn’t matter how you wish I didn’t exist
It doesn’t matter how much I suffered
For you, I really don’t care no matter what
But,
Do you feel what I feel?
Do you see how hard I try?
How much I risked?
How much I suffered, cravin’,
Just to have you?
No you don’t,
Cuz to you,
It really doesn’t, no matter what.