Break Poem by jairiin sag

how come you can't let me go?
i think of you day and night..
but you wont care at all..
i cry whole night but you sleep so well..
i wake up with a pray...
hoping.. you think of me..
i care about your feelings,
but it doesn't matter with you..
what you trying to say
is totally opposite
for what you are doing..
does hurting my pride and my feelings is your hobby? ?
you talk as if there's nothing wrong..
you act as if everything is fine..
then i said alright and you say okay.
but were not fine at all..

you look at me, like i am the most beautiful girl..
you told me you love me..
but you're breaking my heart into pieces.
how i wish i can look @ your heart
just to know what i am
or who i am to you..
stop pretending it would be better
if you told me you love me that you dont care about me
that i am just a trash..
it would be better if you told me that.