Broken Promise Poem by Alyona Korovnik

Broken promise
Every guy I thought I loved lied to me, broke me in one way or another
In the end they all showed me their true colors
They all want the same thing
All they want to do is get physical
I want a real connection
I love being physical, being close to someone but in the end they all toss me aside
I want real conversation; I want something that will last
I want the real deal
In the end they all use me, abuse me.
Every time I give myself away, I lose another part of my soul
Thinking I could get over the past by playing men but in the end, it tears me apart
No matter how hard I try I can never treat men like they treat me