Cant Talk About It Poem by The Broken Poet

as life gose on
im left singing this song
the would keeps turning
and i keep yurning for her
and im left in silence
and i cant talk about it
 
as time gose on
and i wach it pass by
im reminded of her face
while i sit here and cry
wishing i would die
but i cant talk about it
 
i cant help but shout it
i need out of it
i cant get around it
i need help around it
but i wont talk about it
 
everlasting memories
everlasting serenity
wont let me go
they just dont know
but i wont show
because i cant talk about it
 
entrancing thoughts of her
i dont know for sure
why cant i get rid of it
why cant i burrie it
it swallows me
im so scared of it
but i cant talk about it
 
why do i cry
and keep it locked so deep inside
its like a paralizing pain
a bloody stain on my heart
my everything is falling apart
and i cant talk about it
 
just maybe someone could save me
only if it was worth it anymore
then you could stay and lock the door
through away the key
and stay forever with me
 
i dont want to hurt you anymore
so just leave me lying here on the floor
just walk away and dont look back
this all feels like a heart attack
all of my worlds gone black
you stole my color
like you stole my soul
why cant i leave, i cant let you go
why cant you come back
you know i love you so
but i cant talk about it
wont talk about it

'i dont want her to know what she's really doing to me'