Casting Back Poem by immanuel santos

At my worst you are there–
Giving fortitude to my hollowness,
Stance the curvature of my madness,
and took an account to forgiveness.
At my best you aren’t there-
Because I was swarmed by fishes,
Drowned out in many beaches
Then eaten by sharks swallowed into pieces.
I am who I am now,
The reflections bounced back who I was
And daringly beaten the thought I had cast
Indeed, it is challenge to take risk and end the past.
From now on ‘til it last,
I come to see murky life bleak to shine
And finding a reinvigorate fate to advance
But careful to catch and put back the bygones.