Caved. Poem by Sage p

I met this guy named ED, Hes the closest friend ive ever had.

Although hes controling and takes advantage of me isnt that how its sopost to be?

why does it feel this way? why does it hurt to watch him go away?

each time i think i get rid of him he pleads and pleads to be let back in, and i cave.

I cave so hard and i fall apart. why do i do this to myself? why cant i just be true to myself?

ive learned this the hard way you can try and try each day but it will never go away.