Closed Doors Poem by meg guffey

now that i have it all figured out
i cant believe your the one to doubt
i cant believe what you think of me
i cant believe i didnt see
to you im just a blonde perfect life type of girl
well honey that sure aint my world
i shouldnt have to prove myself to you
but i still feel as if i do
what is this some kind of contest?
to see who's life is more of a mess?
i guess i thought between us there was more
but now i can finally see the door
i guess we'll never be really close friends
and what we had before we could never mend