Complicated Poem by Kayla August

Thinking about you for so long
staying up crying all night long
what had happen to us?
why you had to go and change who you are
now I'm living my life on my own
sometimes I call your phone so we can talk it out
text you, maybe you would text how you feel
I would do whatever you ask me to
My mind can't grasp it all
I'm deeply in love with you

I spend all my days alone again
Thinking about how we can't make it right
It's getting pretty late and its hard for me to sleep
When I call you didn't answer
I have a feeling that I will be sleeping alone tonight
You don't call and check on me all day
when I text you don't answer
Clear to see your ignoring me
It's not fair how you treat me
No! you don't deserve me



What I got to do to prove to you I am still in love with you
I try but you never seem to be satisfy with who I am
Loving you is like being suicidal
I don't know if I should go or stay
Thinking about you and trying to keep myself alive
the way you hurt me
I should take my life away and let you go
I hate the way my heart feels
I'm restless when you're not around


I need to stop loving you
telling my heart to stop caring for you
I wish you would come and take this knife from me
Because I'm taking out my heart tonight