Complicated Poem by Shelly 945

Need some time away, to get my head clear minded
because right now what i want is undecided
nothings going my way
but I keep living, day by day
speaking my mind was always a fear
but nothings wrong with shedding a tear
id rather keep it in all bottled up within
its not right, but this way no one wins
At times we don't know where we stand we feel all around
because our life is a hill it takes us up and down
We need to take things slow
and take control as we grow
we need to make mistakes, not live in fright
some things will go wrong, some will go right
why is living life feel so hard, I hate it
why is everything so damn complicated