Confused Poem by Tanner Geldart

I'm so confused because there is so little of myself left to lose
But its worth the risk one thousand times and more
But everytime I close my eyes I see the cruel reality that my life is built of lies
So I've discovered the true meaning of what my life is meant to be
But I'm so confused when my heart wants to jump out to you
And all I wanna do is hold it in
Cuz once it gets out theres no way I won't fall in
And to think once I would've jumped right in
Would've given the world just to begin
But now I'm confused cuz I don't want you to be the thing I lose