Confused Poem by Chester Floyd Minami

this shouldn't be, this ain't me....
want to go back the normal me.

why shouldn't be?
why cant we be..?
what's wrong with me...?

how could AMOR rule my fate this time...?
i fought not to grow,
the more i fight,
the more it grow fonder.
what is in you Corazon..?
why fallen in you Corazon..?
oh! mi amor Corazon you really dig out to my finest parte corazon..
oh my God if this is your will,
guide me, help me, teach me not to 'encelar' towards my rivalizar.
enlighten me with your spiritual words
and help me see the reason so that i can understand Your will and purpose..
and always remind me to be always kind, humble and understanding as you have showed us when You were still with us.