Confused Poem by Mr Davies

I keep juggling words in my head, seeing all the words turn into lyrics, I ain't trynna make this another gimmick nor a publicity stunt,
Never been that type of person that's into fame,
Even though all my friends are famous I kinda think that's lame,
Fame is just another name tag given to you,
Don't blame yourself if you feel like you the only one,
Just know they many people out there like you,
Its interesting how the rainy days have us wishing for sunny days,
We try to leave the past in the past,
But the memories hold us down just so we could stay,
Let me get my treasure chest and lock up all my memories,
Take the key and bottle it up with all my pride,
Trynna live life real smooth,
But seems like I can't seem to move forward,
I guess its cause I'm locked up and they won't let me out,
Trynna put the pieces together,
Cause my mind feels like a puzzle,
Or is it just playing mind games with me,
Am trynna be strong,
But the strength I have seems to be fading,
Having that fear of letting go and knowing it won't come back again,
Feel my fears creeping, I see them in the shadows,
Everything I do seems to be affecting everyone around me,
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more about responsibilities,
I understand there is a problem and I ain't to blind to notice,
I know its a shame to see life is rolling like this,
So many people try to put the blame on me,
But I'm gonna do my things regardless,
You can't tell me that am heartless,
Just cause I ain't trying my hardest to be there for you,
Doesn't mean I'll never be there for you.