Confused Poem by Katelyn Anderson Kate

Okay so you knew but it's all messy
Let's get real and ask, does that mean a direction or decision?
Life is so easy to pick what when and where
What? I love her, when? Now.. and where, everywhere here and subconscious…

Bro what is your deal? For the better of understand there has to be an understanding
Im also quick to victim when I can't get my
Point out or find a way to communicate it
Righteousness is an instant justification comfort and dead end
I'm this mindset of love I have with you i want no meaning of the two.
My raw present version gets caught in my selfishness of making my understanding and thought the meaning
I want no meaning other than the feeling I have with you which is effortless
I'm not scared but I can be stupid. Sometimes even blind but I'm always trying to see