Confused Poem by chandni bhatt

How I want to share my thoughts
But you won’t understand
Scratch it into the skin
Make it permanent
Feeling the pain so much it makes it numb
Make it go away
Make it go away
Please understand that it won’t go away
No amount of love, no amount of hate
Will change these feelings
Spiralling into my own doom
Ending it early, make it end soon
Why do I feel like this, why won’t it go away
Crying for attention but there’s no one to listen
Make it go away