Confusion Poem by (babygirl) Indigo Child

Confusion is seems so frustrating to me,
Because I hate myself for being unable to feeling my emotion inside.
Is that who I'm supposed to be,
A girl who lack the ability to feel my emotion I show them but nothing inside.

I hate being different only because when I'm alone causes the darkness to grow in me,
But it refuses to destroy me, it empowers me.
I turn into my strength instead of my weakness,
I can't control it alone it causes me to be heartless but it makes love my weakness.

It protects me, the darkness,
For some odd reason it weakness is me.
I have a heart of gold but my soul is my darkness,
My question why does it want me?