I want to sleep with her in my arms
I want to wake up before her
to take a moment to appreciate everything she devotes to me
to start her day off with an everlasting suprising kiss
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I am selfless
helping others through the hard times
making people better and happy
I have saved ones life
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life has its ups and downs
feelings and emotions turn into a rollercoaster
uncontrolably and out of reach
we wish there was a path to eternal happiness
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life has its many changes and turns
unexpected people and events
my life is constantly in different directions
unanswered questions
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we have a special bond
unbreakable
constant conflicts
always good times and memories
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war and brutality.
killing everyone and anyone.
reason or no reason to.
does it matter?
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i have a passion for suicide
the thoughts of suicide are my worst enemy
depression has become more than just a best friend
there are two sides of me
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my fantasy is suicide.
day and night.
i have fun and enjoy the good times.
but i am not happy.
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i will never forget that day
it haunts me
nothing can be forgiven
i will not live with this on my conscience
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