I want you to do something very
simple for me dad...I want you
listen to me...becuase this is
to you and this is the last... Dad I want you to
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Mom i'm writing this not to hurt you but to make
you realize what you have done to your little
girls..so listen very carefully...The drinking
was horrible...I hated waiting for you every
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I am Shelby as i lead you to believe
a master piece get to know me
and you will see why I am a thin but tough girl
who supposivley is healthy and smart..
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The once tough little girl who knew who she was....
Is scared of what she has become and
what is now scarred in her memories...Sometimes
she cant even look at herself in the mirror...She crys
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I covered myself layer by layer
ive learned how to cover the tears
that want to fall from my once beautiful
cheeck. I would rather die then let people
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Darkend by the music that plays over and over again in my head.
Killing me in certain diffrent ways.Holding on for nothing.
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My Hero
I used to call her my hero.
now she is my zero.
she had big dreams then she
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