Crimson Tears Poem by mathew Pugh

I just want to end it all
I can't take it anymore

The crimson tears
run down my arm
and hit the ground

i want to yell for help
but don't make a sound

i hurt on the inside
so i hurt myself on the outside
everyone stares but they
don't understand
i'm dying

i'm chained to this sorrow
i can't break free
i look like i'm happy
but i'm dying inside

the blade is my friend
my only comanion
even though i'm living
i feel like i'm dying