Crossroads Poem by Jodie Mayhew

I Wonder where I'd be right now
If I had not known you
And Would I be the same Without....
.....Or With All I went Through
I Wonder if my Tangent Line of Life had
played through straight
Was Misery..my Destiny? ...
...Or an Altered course of Fate?
I Wonder who I could've been
before it all went Wrong
Before a Life of Anger for
That Stolen Severed Bond.

Every Road I'm Walking Down
Just seems to go Nowhere
I Turn a Corner...seeking Change
But there is nothing there.
Why is it so very Hard?
And Which way Should I Go?
All My Life...I Seem To Find
Myself....I'm at CrossRoads.

I Don't Know Why
It is that I...am always standing here
Confused with Indecision
I..Am Overwhelmed by Fear
I Need the Road that Leads me Home
Along a One-Way Track
But every step I try to take....
Just takes me 3steps back.
I Don't Know if I'll ever Get
To Where I Want To Go
When Standing in..The Middle Of
...This Lonely Cold CrossRoad.
© Jodie Mayhew