Crush Poem by Briana DeGunya

Thinking wondering if she feels it to
Shaking my head knowing that she doesn’t even have a clue
Wondering if it would be best if she knew
Maybe just maybe I should let her know
How can I make my feelings show
Without seeming obsessed
Completely stressed
in need of a break
There’s only so much one girl can take
Finally deciding that I should be wary
For crushes are only temporary
Or so they say
Because I’ve been feeling like this for more than just a day
But what am I exactly feeling
Its kind o like a sensual healing
Being
That it hasn’t been like this in a while
I feel like a child,
All giddy and free
Anticipating when we will see
each other again
What happens when we do
Do I tell him that she’s been on my mind
Or should I take another kind
Of approach
Not wanting to give up my hopes
God knows I cant cope
with anymore hurt
Because after her and after us
I find it hard to trust
So maybe I should stop it here
Make it clear
That I’m absolutely
Totally crushing
Wait no I mean
That its nothing
Were just friends
Lets not begin
On something complicated
But how do I say it
When I know it might hurt you
Knowing deep down inside that its not entirely true.