Dark Lyf 2 Poem by lilah mortel

at h0me, i prefer 2 b oL aL0ne n my rum
i stay awake wen oL pipoL r asleep
wyl listening 2 d silence of d nyt
feeling d c0ld wind dat pierces through my skin
nd gazing at m0on nd stars up n d nyt sky

i dnt lyk 2 b surr0unded by pipoL
i hate wen im n a cr0wd
i prefer 2 b al0ne
i hate being luk at wd th0se hideous pair of eyes
its as if dey r luking at me wd negative intenti0ns

i dnt want 2 step out of my rum wen d sun s still up
i dnt want 2 b melt by d sun's rays
my eyes hurt f its exp0se 2 sunlight
i might get blind bcuz of it

im olweiz n despair
cuz i feel nd knw dat im ol al0ne n ds stupid w0rld
n0 1 can lift me up n d dark
im ol al0ne n my dark realm

i dnt find any h0pe n my lyf
my lyf s such a mess
i am useless n everything
im a garbage dat cant b recycled anym0re

i dnt find any rizn 4 me 2 liv n ds w0rld
evrything i d0 s a mistake
evry m0ve i make olweiz end up n a mess
evry w0rds i say r wr0ng
n0thing gud hapens n everything

i want my existence 2 cease n ds w0rld
n0 1 cares 4 me
n0 1 luvs me
n0 1 nids me
n0 1 b0thers 2 luk at me
n0 1 knws dat i even exist
s0, y c0ntinue 2 liv f dats hw it is? !

i cant find any light n my lyf
even just a small ray of light cant find me in d pits of darknez
as f ders a barrier dat w0nt all0w light 2 c0me ovr n d dark
s0 y was i b0rn n ds w0rld f my lyf s just lyk ds? !
even f i ask, n0 1 will answer me