Dark Verses Poem by Fareez Phalez

These verses are real but none of them holy
On God I won't lie but oh God I'm so sorry
These words of confessions are more than just a story
Listen to my demons, they're all in my body

My world is so dark like a live in a hole
There's no love in here, my heart's black as a coal
I got hell in my body, it took out my soul
I look in the mirror and my stare is so cold

Got out of depression alive but my heart died
I've learnt how to smile, forgotten the last time I cried
I'm seeing it wrong 'cause black is my white
They tell me I'm wrong but I tell them I've tried

I just drank the purp, I just smoked some green
They said I'm going to hell for all of my sins
I tell them hell was where I have been
But the day God calls me I'm walking straight in

Life is as easy as saying goodbye
Don't want to live long, don't mid death at 25
Nothing dark about this, I just won't tell a lie
I'm not suicidal, just don't care if I live or die

2016