Dear Mother. I want to say I love you
I love you being there for me
I love you want to help me
But there is never enough light at the end of the tunnel
With a baby in the house
And your other daughter never go to school
With your son always getting headaches
I want to say thank you that you are there for me
Never let me down
Raises us to be who we want
Wants us to be free of everything
Le us do whatever
Tries to make it the best you can
Gives us advice about life
Gives us advice about getting older
Telling us everything is going to be okay
You know how rough it is for me to live without Scott
He was like my everything
I miss every second of everyday
But, I know with you there
I will get through it
I will have my own life soon
Then,
When I do get older
When I do live on my own
I will remember all the advice you gave me
The advice to get through life
I have a struggle in almost everything
I usually cant get out of bed
But, I know I have too
I have to get up and go to school
Even though sometimes
I should just give up
I never want to lose you
Like we lost Scott
We all miss him so much
He was the light at the end of our tunnels
He is watching us all grow up
He is still watching over all of us
We never have to give up
We all believe in each other
We all love each other
But Scott, he made everything better
He made us all happy
He made us all laugh
We love him each and everyday
Like I love you each and everyday
Even through we have each other
And we have out family
We may not have the best days
With us moving again
So much to be thankful for
We have so much here
We have so much to live for
So much to be thankful for
We may have to move
We may have to start new schools
But we will get through it
Mom I want to say
You are my Hero
You make everything better
We may have our ups and downs
But that's what life is
Its filled with ups and downs
We have a lot of down days
We don't really have any up days
But,
We our family we will get through it
We will find our light again
We will find out happy place
If moving means we will be happy
Then let it be
Mom,
You want the best for all of us
You want us to be happy
We don't care if we can't have everything we want
We know you are trying
But who you are and how you raised us Is amazing
With us kids not seeing our dad all the time
And your boyfriend being the way he is
You are the best mom anyone could ask for
We fight
We yell
We have our moments
You say just go live with your dad
But in the end you are always there
You love us with all your heart
You help us anytime we need
I know one day mom I will find my light again I
t just might take me sometime
Because mom
We all have a lot going on
We all have different things to do
We all struggles in our life right now
We don't want to bring everyone down
But sometimes
That tunnel with the light
Is looking dark and gray
I love you so much
The fact you raise us to be who we want
We listen to you (sometimes)
We never take the time to say we love you
But you know us kids do
It's hard to say
That I feel left out
Because every-time I ask something
You say no
But then when
One of the other kids do
You say yes
I'm the middle kid
My sisters the oldest
And my brothers the youngest
But that doesn't mean
I should get treated different
Mom
Me and you are both the middle child
I understand that
You and your sister didn't get along
But your younger brother and you did.
Mom we don't get along all the time
And the tunnel is fading away again
We need to find a place to stop and think
We need to find a way out of the tunnel
And one day we will
It might not be today
It might not be tomorrow
But we will
We all have hope
We all have all the love in the world
We are loved by friends and family
We never say we love each other
Even though we do
You know how much you mean to me
Even though I never want to be around.
I try my best to be happy
I try my best to smile
I try my best to be who I am
But then I
Just can't give up
I always want too
I try my best for you
You tell me I don't have too
But for me I have to be the best for you
You say that I can be the way I am
But I want to be better
I'm not gonna change
Not for anyone
I'll only change for me when I want to
And mom,
I just wanted to say thank you
Thank you for being here for me 24/7
Thank you for helping me
I just want to say I love you
And you mean everything me
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