Day By Day Poem by Justin Wright

Day by day I lived depressed
nothing helps my miserable distress.
To say I'm fine is a lie
I don't know why I even try.

My heart was once unbroken
I thought I had true loves token.
Mistaken I was, blind to the lust
and now my heart crumbles to dust.

The smile I give is always fake
but it is the only one I can make.
I try to hide my feelings deep
but from my soul they seem to seep.

Seeing you with another
depresses me only further.
Loving you is a curse
thinking of you just makes it worse.

It seems to me you like my pain
making me suffer without restrain.
What did I do to deserve your lies
can you not see the pain in my eyes?

You say you have changed but it does not show
so honestly how am I to truly know?
You say that now you finally care
is that a feeling your willing to share?

My love for was so real
but what truly did you feel?
Was I really so big a fool
now forever to be your tool.

I guess it never even mattered
my heart has all but shattered.
You never loved or cared
I was just your tool not to be shared.

You never wanted me
I was just to blind to see.
To see your true desires
now I burn in your lie's fires.

If only I could go back
and get us on the right track.
But honestly would it even matter
or would my heart finally shatter.