Day by day I lived depressed
nothing helps my miserable distress.
To say I'm fine is a lie
I don't know why I even try.
My heart was once unbroken
I thought I had true loves token.
Mistaken I was, blind to the lust
and now my heart crumbles to dust.
The smile I give is always fake
but it is the only one I can make.
I try to hide my feelings deep
but from my soul they seem to seep.
Seeing you with another
depresses me only further.
Loving you is a curse
thinking of you just makes it worse.
It seems to me you like my pain
making me suffer without restrain.
What did I do to deserve your lies
can you not see the pain in my eyes?
You say you have changed but it does not show
so honestly how am I to truly know?
You say that now you finally care
is that a feeling your willing to share?
My love for was so real
but what truly did you feel?
Was I really so big a fool
now forever to be your tool.
I guess it never even mattered
my heart has all but shattered.
You never loved or cared
I was just your tool not to be shared.
You never wanted me
I was just to blind to see.
To see your true desires
now I burn in your lie's fires.
If only I could go back
and get us on the right track.
But honestly would it even matter
or would my heart finally shatter.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Well written. There were times the rhythm faltered, though. I can really relate, especially with the last stanza.