Dead! Poem by Patrick Shields

This expected day has finally come to past
Laying on a gurney with a cloth over my face
Who knew that today would be my very last
All people have to remember me by is I was a disgrace

The time on my clock said it was four in the morning
But my time of death was recorded as four-thirty
The sad thing is that lately I've been giving off warnings
But it was like I was screaming and no one heard me

Cause of death would be a single gun shot to the head
The bullet entered the left side and came out the right
Now its to late for any of you to do anything I'm dead
The sad part is for 6 months I've been planning for that night

I highly doubt that anyone will be really sad I'm gone
But in my life you where the only thing that was beautiful
Some people will actually wonder what took so long
And I know that no one will ahead a tear at my funeral

You'll all probably just go back to your normal lives
Forget who I was or that I ever even really existed
Which is the smart thing to do after I've finally died
And I'm about 99.9% sure that I won't be resurrected

So whoever really cares just forget all about me soon
Because I'll just be a thought that will break you apart
And I knew from the day I turned 16 this would be my doom
Because I don't want to be the cause of all you broken hearts