Dear Big Brother Poem by Wendyl Key

Dear older brother, I'm letting you know that I'm still here
Sometimes I wonder how would it be like if you were still here
Will things be the same, or will it have a slight change
It would change my life if in my dream you came
Because right now I'm not even sane
And for every single problem, I feel like I'm the blame
I wish I had somebody by my side to make a sunny day
But it seems like I'm caught outside on every rainy day
I'm all alone, I have no one to talk to
If I really had to choose, it would be you
But I'm stuck off in this world all by my lonesome
I'm sitting here every day waiting for you to come
If you were here you probably could see the pain
Of what your little bro goes through; this is not a game