Dear Girl Poem by Trust Kanyala

Dear the girl
I know I wouldn't have to do this
And make it sound so poetic.....
But Hear me Say this
Waking up in the morning sobbing up from last night's conversation....
What happened? ?
Why Us? ?
Is it Me? ?
Is it You? ?
Where did all this come from? ?
What's wrong with you ok maybe its Us? ? ?
Why do you ask me so many question? ?
Of late you always ask me
''Trust what's wrong''? ? ?
I just reply with a Say
''Nothing am okay'
so I always wait for the right time to time itself..
Maybe we would talk the moon asleep again and stars been the witness and arose from our slumber with a smile that of a dream come True.....
And so i wait for you to settle down with your heart just like the moon waits for the sun to set as I reset my watch just to rewind a fraction of a second that I can re-carry the moments of yesterday when we began.....
But time just doesn't seem to stop moving enough, sometimes I would pick up my phone just to call you just to hear your voice and maybe hang up without saying a word but I don't get thru I always get stuck in congestion of networks and I lose words to say so then I hang up.......
Am sorry for my ways of handling Us...
I care about Us...
I adore plain conversations with no expectations nor worries.....
I miss you.....
I miss Us....
All I ever want and wanted is someone to talk to,
laugh with
and smile with...
Its not always simple for a girl to put a smile on my face and yes you even this you would still say its because of 'Her'
Maybe you're Right, .....
maybe you're wrong? ? ?
Its just Me,
its just complicated and I wish this all will pass without breaking every little bond that's keeps us together I may not know its value but all is I care for is our hearts I mean our feeling...
Am sorry about last Night, .........
I Mean it................................