Dear (Um...Father.....Dad.....Sir?) You Won. Poem by Sad Crystal

I HATE YOU. I HATE U SO MUCH!
Look what you've done to me!
Can't you see I'm broken?
Stop kicking me me when I'm down

Fine.
You win.
I've heard enough of this yelling.
I wanna stop wanting to impress you

I want to cry
To let out my feelings
But i know you won't let me
Quit saying I'm adopted.

Its hurts my heart
Quit laughing at me when i wanna talk to you
Every time you do make me cry,
I feel worse than i do when you make fun of me

Can't you see I'm breaking?
You won.
I WANT A DAD!
If you're not gonna be there for me

Whats the point of trying
Leave me alone.
Stop making me hurt
'Baby? '

'Yes, sir? '
'You can call me dad, you know'
Dead silence
You walk out the door and don't come back
You won.

You made me lose my friends, turn goth, tank my grades, lose interest in living
'You won. Thank you sir.'
'Its dad.'
'No.'

'You never have been.'