Dear Whoever Is Reading Poem by Amanda Jonson

i have woken up from a
long lived dream of him
of i wish i was his
of i need to be with him
i have realized sometimes
backing up on your dreams is
less painful than following them
to the person i love
i have wasted many days a
days wishing, dreaming, crying
of you and your wonderfulness
i know now that the lovers arent
loved back by the ones they love
and the ones that love them
wont be loved back
its a cycle of endless
lave regret pain and
the only way to stop it is
to back away forever from you
but for some reason i cant
do that to you my heart
would rather morn for
you than move on
OH WOULD SOMEONE HELP
ME! ! everything you do
pulls me in like
an invisible rope tied
around me that
can’t be removed oh why
must you be so
wonderful? reader
remember love is
amazing but it breaks
you heart n more ways than
one oh dear one i love
one day....