December 5th,2016 Poem by Starseed Child

when you wrapped your arms around me so suddenly, i could feel it, this cautiously built armer made of misgivings and violence shatter as if it was a piece of glass that disappears on the floor, it sent my body into shock all these feelings arising that i thought dissipated...shaking like a earthquake just sounded, what do i do? those words just slipped out without a thought left inside i slowly raise my arms around this precious person i did not even know, holding on for dear life as if i was drowning in a sea of emotions built up, afraid to let go of her...she feels like a safe haven born just born just for me all this bottled up things shes not only unhinged the top, she completely broke it apart like she could see all of my pain and tears from the past years that no one else could see behind my veil with those alluring, pure eyes i feel as though i'm committing a sin by you just looking at me but this ugliness within me doesn't want you to look away from me...you loosen your grip from me and i start to panic inside but you arms never leave me you merely look up at me...