Decision Poem by Cielo Dela Cruz

After a long wait I heard your voice
I felt happy in a second
But it fades away after a minute
As you throw hurting words away

I calm down and just absorb
Every words that’s piercing me like a sword
You never said sorry but you kept on hurting me

You blame me for what you’ve done
You blame me for what you’ve said
You blame me for what you think
You blame me for what you dream

Then I realize a tear went down my cheeks
For though you are hurting me
I am still hoping that we could pass these through
My mind say stop and let him go
My heart say stop and give myself a rest
My conscience says go and don’t stop
For he is my other half which I have to fight for

I want the pain to just go and fade
But you inflict me more when I stay
I yearn for us to work out
But you expect me to jut bare all things through

11-15-09 9: 51am